So I came back from scotland this monday after an eventfull week with my sweet sweet boyfriend. When got there he blasted out this mega box of gifts and all these little things that just made him think of me so he got them just thought was the sweetest thing ever plus it kind made me finaly go get that new shelf yesterday as have lots to go on there . And well iit wasn’t the bestest week for us as well we havnt seen each other for months and then sudnly do again its bit u know ackward at times but I think it gave us time to talk things trough and well we actually have date when going back wich is in about 3 week not 3 months so definitely lots better than befor and we thought we been together almost 4 year y give up now . It comes with its harshness and its not geting easyer as I have to fight of heavy depersion every time I come back but I think its worth every moment for even the chance to be with him . Plus we only live once so y not be with person u wana be rather than just giving up. Guy is my absolute world and I’d cut my own leg off for him and I think after all this distance thing we will be stronger than ever and we be able apriciate the relationship more that way . Only to grow stronger . Never to give up. 13