Jobserch once again..

Finally finally on my last week of uni. Had big hopes that be able to work all week but nothat would be just too muchto be asked. So ended up spending couple hours job serching and applied to about 7 jobs. Kinda low but its the serches in the field of printmaking rather than rando  jobs.i just want a stable job at moment not really matter what . Cos u know need pay rent etc. This been driving  me insane lately but i guess thats what happens when the joys of being the child finishes.one week and ill have to be a proper grown up lol. Like that is litterary ever going to happen. But at least the thought is there .

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reality

past couple days been thinking about the internet and the realization of people with in it. basically like a  week ago me and my boyfriend was shopping around charity shops as we were looking about this girl approached me and said she watches my video etc and obvious me totally failing got supper shy etc and all i could do is blush and say thanks. the more i thought about this the more it kind of makes me realize the 5000 people flowing me on youtube are actual people lol its like suddenly they have a face it’s no more just a number on my screen. i just dont know. its like my brain have had sudden realization there is people there not just me rumbling about nothing . must say it was great feeling to be a somebody for 2 seconds.

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getting ready for an interview

finally finally i got a job interview. sadly notting too crazy just a job in a caffe but  would love to get this job. at least im hopeing that i charmed them enought plus they were pleased about my previous kitchen expierence in the dominos. lol never thought that be a good job reference . but job is a job and it would give me money thats all i need lol .

so here is quick video of my make up of the day . very turned down ad not really my liking . but here you go.

happy birth day to me

it finally have happened , another year have passed. must say this been a very very busy year. well for starters my boyfriend moving down to England, that’s pretty major i think . some other bits and bobs, but besides all the nonsense at summer its been a really good year.  to celebrate my parents gifted me 2 tickets to go to London, so i grabbed my boyfriend by the hand made him get up early and all the other good stuff and off we were. must say i felt great. just away from everyday at place i love with person i love whats better gift than that. overall we did lots of walking about seeing the main bits as it was my boyfriends first time in London. but obviously had to go to Camden. we went food searching there in the morning after the bus journey as both of us felt absolutely starved. don’t mean to sound racist but we noticed that there is every possible food choice but not British lol so we went for some Chinese instead. in between arriving and food we seen the Amy Winehouse monument too with was one of the things he wanted to see. we found it by accident in middle of Camden lock.

20141125_121326must say kind imagined the sculpture to be a bit bigger but maybe its just me. after stuffing our faces we just started walking down the main street to that other metro station just past the Camden town one . can never remember how its called. just cause we were in serch for drinks . seen this beautiful wall drawing of a parrot i just had to take a picture of it .

IMG-20141125-03265i mean how freaking gorgeous is this birdy. and it was massive too. just soo soo pretty. when finally ventured away from staring at walls lol we did go to National Gallery. where obviously i got told off for carrying a can then trying find a bin and only one being outside , i find bit strange. seen this painting too on which one of the women totally looks like the kid from this is England . lol even tried to tweet it

IMG-20141125-03268seems to be the running theme that pictures are not taken of anything actual lol. i could say we were just personalizing them lol . oh outside the National Gallery we seen a big blue cock too . obvious must take picture

IMG-20141125-03269it was beautiful. as you can notice in the picture the weather looks horrible cos it started to rain so the next hide out was Tate Modern, my boyfriend hated it lol he says he does not see the point n this art. and if this is art how can i not make it in art world as an artist. it did made me wonder. we walked around for a while there then sat down to have some hot chocolate . actually was surprised that the gallery sells it pretty cheep plus it was just magical. i even attempted to do an electronic drawing for this collage thing that they had but it didn’t how up. my guesses it has a massive filter and my picture was considered dirty. lol  but at least here is happy me with my hot chocolate and my drawing. no shame

20141125_170643obviously seen the main bits like the big ben and london eye and buckingham palace too and i cant say enough how much i love that city its like it never goes quiet its literary perfect . and first time spending time with my boyfriend there really meant lots to me and definitely made this one of my best birth days ever. so happy 22 to me great start to my better life plan . pleased