First day as a grown up


This is literary my 1st day as a grown up. Got up at 6am to get to work at meaningless job that kills anything creative there is . Now casualy on a brake having my 3d hot chocolate. As I check my bank account  and think how poor I am. It’s great. But good thoughts are there as work out in the evening and followed by work on Web page and early sleep as tomorrow is another exiting day. Definitely  it’s time to make money better way. Need a plan and a goal I think. Def thinking material for the day because if I will have to do this for rest my life I gona kill someone lol 


Interview . Day 2?

If you seen my last post it was about me going to a job interview  in this caffe. So good things happened and they called me yesterday saying i  need to attend this kind of interview but like a more practical based. So here i am sittig in nero drinking milkshake as im 1 the  people who Arive supper early so have another 20 min to kill before i even walk over to the place. Must say pretty exited. Guess this kind means they liked me and put me forward so one more day to do and hopefully job will be mine. I think they are taking more than 1 person on so at least more chances of getting it. Will need work my bumcheeks off for wile tho so all bills payed off etc . But i liked that if i do stay here i can turn the job in full time if i decide to stay there after i finish uni . So pretty pleSed. Plus early shifts mean i can easily be in uni by 12 or 1 oco0lock. Only thing they said i can be put anywhere in the work space like 1 day i could be in the till next in the kitchen . But at least gives me like people expierences too . Till i punch some old woman for trying to buy an over priced muffin lol .

Thanks for all the people who wished me luck and keeped fingers crossed for  me 🙂


getting ready for an interview

finally finally i got a job interview. sadly notting too crazy just a job in a caffe but  would love to get this job. at least im hopeing that i charmed them enought plus they were pleased about my previous kitchen expierence in the dominos. lol never thought that be a good job reference . but job is a job and it would give me money thats all i need lol .

so here is quick video of my make up of the day . very turned down ad not really my liking . but here you go.

all signs of jealousy

All happy signs of jealousy in me. No shame lol no shame. As per always been browsing my facebook and have noticed that literary everyone I know is going somewhere and doing things where I’m like no money need stay home and look sad lol. Cos seriously sometimes I just don’t get it. They same as me students not rich etc yet seems like everything’s possible in their lives. I mean what is this scosery lol tell me your secrets . I want be somebody too .

finaly will have a job?

Is the impossible finally happen? Lol yes it will I hopefully have introduction thing at same place my mum works finally finally . Just seems take forever . But fingers crossed . As one need money lol. Cos student loan aint gona last me . I just finally wana start doing something cos want do some bits for my art stuff too but it all cost money I dnt have so work is a must . And work as much as I can physically handle and be ok lol.

30 day random blog challenge day 24: 7 things that cross ur mind the most

So todays blog. 7 things that cross my mind the most .
1. My boyfriend. I think its kind obvious lol I love him to bits so it feels like I always having him in my mind
2. Family and friends. Like every other person that I care about .
3.University. At moment bad time trying sort everything etc. Its hard work.
4. Money. Well in who’s mind money isn’t specially if your a student .
5. Tsunamis. Cos I have massive fear of water and I hope we all won’t die from masive tsunami lol.
6. Trains. If u would live in trains as much as I do you would think about them too . Cos u never know when they will rise the prices again. Or who knows what else not .
7. Food. This prob should be 2nd in list lol I constantly think about food its crazy . I’m kind obsessed.

finally earing again

Lol unthinkable happened and I have a job again I’m finaly unblocked in the dominos system I know its a nowhere job but one needs a job . So one works. And I was pretty pleased that the minimum hav gone up a bit too so now earn 5.03 an hour insted 4.98 . Well till I turn 21 next month. But yeah gona try work as much as can actualy try colect some money up too . But still gona go to employee tribunal etc cos tthe meneger guy got to me bit too much

student finance england

Yesterday after like an hour on phone with student finance people finaly got how to fill the forms for my parents income I mean I had talk to like 3 advice people as first 2 were useless lol. But 3 said just print form out and post it not do it tru net as did not member parents passwords from last year so they finaly filled and hopefully can get the paper from them soon so know when get money so know when going to see my bf again too as now am well into overdraft ant can aford the train fare to scotland but yeah was no probs renuing the form from last year so yeah . Obvious wish I wudnt had take out loan but can’t do anything about it .