Its official. My second day in job . Yes I’m being a working woman with house husband lol. Nt minding life like this . Easy job, great man at home . That’s the way to the real person world. Only need leave house at 5 o’clock . So is bit early but means I get home quicker . I know its notting amazing job ways . But like I always say . Job is a job. And if one needs money one needs to work . So honestly feel like life going the right direction for a change . Happy
Its literary the worst . Stayed up way way to late last nigh slept for like hour and a half got up at 6. 20 am. I feel like my eyes gona leak out . Lol is that normal sign of tiredness ? To me yes it is. I can feel already that today aint gona be a productive day but well at least I am up and running instead staying home and doing f all all day. I can already see my self killing every1 in my brain moment I step in uni . Actually have to embrace and socialise . Not today sunshine.
Its officialy day 3 in uni . I feel ill nt be to happy with as we had read this paper about philosopher as artis which well was lots off bullshit no offence to the person who wrote it but just felt like some1 hav took 1 sentence and repeted it to fill 4 pages . Plus god the general idea of the writing bit and stuff in fine art course is just beyond to me because its worth higher procentage than the practical part. Lol I seem so hatefull towards things lately . But com on 1st project we get is group work . And we ment come out as independent young artists . Yet we learn no new skills. I’m just pissed off and can’t get over it lol
God I’m so tired its only day 2 in uni to begin and its 6.40 and I’m just siting here haf a sleep wanting to just stay sitting here in kitchen in the chair lol feel like def be sleeping in train. Dnt like bein tired. I did try go sleep earlyer but family guy was on lol and I kind just drifted off at some point trough that I guess . Trying keep It positive with thought that I am finaly in uni and actualy doing it . Well kinda doing it . We nt geting any spaces yet or anything so kind if I do do something it need be at home wich nt good as will need cary thing in uni . So its kind nt the best . Do I feel bit more positive that I’m starting in new building etc ? No I fucking hate it . Plus people trying socialise too I’m like no I dnt want be friends with u. I try be social but its like no I go there to study primary not socialise with people who for 100% doesn’t even agree on my views of the new building etc . Just no there’s no other words lol.
This is how much I care about this morning lol. Some primark shorts from mens section cos can’t stand that women ones have fited ends I just like bagy shorts and a primark shirt my mum gave me cos she bought it without trying on and she regreted it moment she put it on so I took it for wearing around house . I own to much primark . Not cool not cool at all .
As every thurstday feel happy and positive and look forward to my day . So thought share little pic of my self looking nt too bad just all black and pretty simple just shorts and shirt platforms etc bit stiff today tho gues over did it with work outs yestrday as had normal training too as didn’t had go work . My ass cheeks actualy hurt lol can’t sit normaly but it all in name of nice bum for summer