Its all lies

Yes im officially  living world of lies .. lies of why im never on time lol. Today was absolute murder to get up was ment be in uni by 9 but im still in Nottingham  wich is not a good start considering that the print room closes at 3 not 5.30 like usual . Its beyondly pissing me off but im up and runiing . And having a bit of treat of caffe nero chocolate and coconut cream frappe mmm yes its the way to live lol . Feel quite full tbh . And while killing time jhere i happily found some work out challenge apps to get me motivated specialy with chrismas and new years eatings lol .  But  ack to the point . My minds just so so out there today . Im still not sure what im doing but im doing it . Thats why making list in the train  and ticking jt off too hopefuly hopefully

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my christmas

are you same as me from some them weird people that celebrate christmas at christmas eve?  in this sence specialy like kid i never got the getting up in morning and getting your gifts cos you already got them the previous night.  but u know for me its not so much about gifts i just like that i can get together with mum and dad have a lovely meal have a laugh etc just nice family thing. i like that.   its alabout the christmas spirit.  i know i have been tough year etc but it was nice had some yummy food and chatted away.  sadly my bf couldnt join us this year cos his work and some other bits but at least get see him soon anyway so its all not that bad. all this did happen on 24th and traditionaly i always spend 25th as lazy as posible.  the less i move the better.  its food and films all the way.  and now that im finaly alive with my insides killing me cos too much food i feel like i can take on the day,  start on my uni stuff on bits that need be finished etc.  see i can act like an adult if i need to lol.  tomarrow tho will need leave the house cos need get some bits and bobs for the lady that always comes visit us over the new years.  shes like a family friend.  well look forward to that.  must say over all its been pretty good.  🙂
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