so it’s finally officially my last weekend as a student. this is literary it. what gona kill my brains now lol. also starting the next week fresh as a good little person with waking up at 7 to start work at 8. lol i was even thinking about getting a bike so i could roll to the work and save money and get skinny legs at the same time lol definite grown up thinking there. but honestly not sure that can believe that pretty much this is the end for my education at least for this time being. its been very very quick. i feel like now i need find new almost like purpose or even better a goal to aim for till now was to finish uni which now is ticked off just need wait till graduation that’s in september but in sense that just lie celebration not the end cos the end is now. even got a cute card from my parents and boyfriend graduating me . i thin this is good time to look at my one day list again and see what could be my next big aim in life. its like suddenly all these exiting doors have opened and i wana go thru them all. lol ok im definitely not a grown up yet.
past couple days been thinking about the internet and the realization of people with in it. basically like a week ago me and my boyfriend was shopping around charity shops as we were looking about this girl approached me and said she watches my video etc and obvious me totally failing got supper shy etc and all i could do is blush and say thanks. the more i thought about this the more it kind of makes me realize the 5000 people flowing me on youtube are actual people lol its like suddenly they have a face it’s no more just a number on my screen. i just dont know. its like my brain have had sudden realization there is people there not just me rumbling about nothing . must say it was great feeling to be a somebody for 2 seconds.
Its official. My second day in job . Yes I’m being a working woman with house husband lol. Nt minding life like this . Easy job, great man at home . That’s the way to the real person world. Only need leave house at 5 o’clock . So is bit early but means I get home quicker . I know its notting amazing job ways . But like I always say . Job is a job. And if one needs money one needs to work . So honestly feel like life going the right direction for a change . Happy
well honestly its been a pretty good week. lots of exiting things have happened. honestly the main one being me turning 21. in way cant believe its been a week already. gone quick. but feel prety good about my self feel like i embrace the adultness, u know applying for jobs, gona be doing volunteering too and working every night on my uni stuff and happily filling my folder and sketchbook. i think its great i think i have steped up a bit on my usual stuff. i mean evenmmy floor is not full with paper and stuff and its been a week lol. feel like a real person lol. finally.
lol yes i have a teddy to. i call him ted lol pretty basic stuff there lol