Not happy

So as am out and about and left house way too early decided just go around the town see maybe something good in shops.  So i happily walk into new look.  As much as i like lots of their stuff i hate their changeing rooms svear to god i never feel that chuby and over all discostingly looking as there.  So i want try out this dress happy size 6.  I take off my shirt and see my self.  I honestly wanted to cry.  What the hell they ment help look people look good not like f ing monsters lol.  I did ended up buying the little dress but now confidnce down the hill.  Todays look not doing it for me any more..