scotland here i come

So cos bit of emergency I’m now on my way to scotland to save the day . In way at least 1 good thing out this . That well get see my boyfriend sooner than was planed . Besides that fingers crossed that everything goes well. Noone is dieing or anything like that just bit problems with house etc . I just hope tht when get out the train it won’t be as warm as in nottingham . Even now sitting in train obvious had chose the sun side . So happily dieing . At least prepared this time and hoping to spend no money in train . Have my drink and my snacks . And even had breakfast that I almost trew back up lol cos I’m not used to eating just after waking up . But for now nex 6 h can happily relax .

on way back from scotland

so been 2 weeks full of adventure in scotland.  and must say im coming back much more happyer than befire and u know the light at the end of tunnel is shinig so its gona be good.  got to see my sweet boyfriend again as been ages and we had time to go to ayr too we went there some longe time ago its just small sea side town in scotland like hour in train from glasgow and was well good little day trip we bought so much junk on way too like goi g trough new and unexpected charity shops lol. i will prob try to do a trift haul with all the little nick nacks i got cos as per usual there is a big ass bag for way home. 

we even made a little sign in the sand for memory of bill hicks he was a comedian from usa you should check him out he was awsome plus the pics i took with the writing turned out really good too

after couple days of my bf working he didnt felt so good and i was ill with some stomac bug too but duno at least was easyer for me as could happily stay in the bed unlike he cos work but hey here is pic of me looking even paler than usual at like 4am cos couldnt sleep proper and yes its a hedgehog soft toy that i used as a pillow lol

then as the time moved forwards everything seemed ok my bf even bought some electric razors and obvious i was his first target so he shaved my side cut and done really well plus its lots shorter than usual so think it looks well better. i will post up some better pics tomarrow most likely. 

and well yesterday we ended up going to the hospital because poor guys sholder was hurting really bad etc so hebit bandaged up now and bit buzzed way on pain killers to but we still went around this town bit and looked about aswasgreat day outside sunshine etc seems like summer is coming over. but must say was great 2 weeksand i cant wait to go back again. 

he means the world to me and i  ouldnt be without him

new uni

so as probably been saying before at some point im thinking about changing my uni and i now finally messaged bunch of Scottish unis to see do i need go trough the ucas or trough university it self as i dont want to start over i want to start where i left of and honestly feel like anywhere but lincoln would be good dnt knw i feel well to negative about it just dunno its a weird one . i guess i just expected that art school would show me ways of doing art nod do some nonsense of folders and essays and anything else but the actual techniques  just want gone out of it and done .

back from scotland

So I came back from scotland this monday after an eventfull week with my sweet sweet boyfriend. When got there he blasted out this mega box of gifts and all these little things that just made him think of me so he got them just thought was the sweetest thing ever plus it kind made me finaly go get that new shelf yesterday as have lots to go on there . And well iit wasn’t the bestest week for us as well we havnt seen each other for months and then sudnly do again its bit u know ackward at times but I think it gave us time to talk things trough and well we actually have date when going back wich is in about 3 week not 3 months so definitely lots better than befor and we thought we been together almost 4 year y give up now . It comes with its harshness and its not geting easyer as I have to fight of heavy depersion every time I come back but I think its worth every moment for even the chance to be with him . Plus we only live once so y not be with person u wana be rather than just giving up. Guy is my absolute world and I’d cut my own leg off for him and I think after all this distance thing we will be stronger than ever and we be able apriciate the relationship more that way . Only to grow stronger . Never to give up. 13

on way

finaly in tain to my beloved scotland.  been literary forever.  tried post a pic of me of the day and some other bits but i pressed the delete botton instead so all is lost lol.  but im well exited and my boyfrind wanting me to tattoo on him to so i will be filming it all lol it gona be magic and hopefuly sort my ankle too as ther is some bits that hurt the most u can see where i have lifted of needle cos it hurt lol not good look u cant notice if just glance on it but if have proper look like i do then its like y half of it is nice and half isnt lol.  but i feel this gona be great as got my bf bunch sweets and other random stuff lol.  saw this bird literary stuupides thing i seen in my life lol had to buy it.  it was a must lol.  member geting him owl from same collection lol.  yeah we have weird thing for owls with ears. thats great obvious lol.  will prob post at some point during the stay too.  as i feel like i have neglected my blog a bit lately just been  it stressfull but now everything is sorted and i can get going again 🙂

yes i know been wile now since im back from scotland but i finaly got around to do a haul video from there

hellow world.

Hi, so am finally in train back to notts. Fucking hate it . Sorry about nt posting tho as well it was 3 months without seeing love of my life lol we had other things to do. Just feel so horrible not knowing when I gona see him again. But there is some things moving forward as will be puting in aplications for other unis . And talking about unis . 2 weeks to catch up totaly worth it tho . We had very lovely 2 weeks and I staid like 3 extra nights than was planed . Feel bad for guy tho cos he works night shifts and some points he seemed totaly drained but it does mean so much to me that he stays up etc for me and I apriciate it . He’s my soul mate he truly is . I’d not want anyone else . Just feels good that I dnt have lots friends but I have an amazing best friend perfect boyfriend and suportive parents I honestly dnt need more than that . If I can have love from these 4 people then I can be and achieve anything in this world :). All the depression and unhappines is worth it moment I see just 1 them smile 🙂 .

back

Hello world, am pretty much just returned from lovely 2 weeks in scotland with my even lovelyer boyfrind it been forever sinc posted as been to bussy to do so so sorry about that but some people comes befor it lol but ill be getting back to it from tomarrow well tecknickly today cos its like middle of the night . The joys but I’m thinking about actualy spending mor time on it and stuff from now on so see how it goes . Oh and other exiting thing for me is that I gona get my uni results tomaro for finishing my first year so be exiting posts lol yeah right but hey dnt forget me

best thing of past week

Must say best thing about past week must be the buying of train tics to larkhall today for end of june . Finaly get see my boyfriend again been forever ago since last seen him. And this time will be special as be celebrating our 3 years together in some way can’t believe it have been so long now . I know we dnt see each other as much as we should as long distance but love him to bits. And so can’t wait to see him again. So def def the best thinb about this week . Plus once again be celebrating my name day in scotland too . Prob with breakfast and generaly eating all day lol . But think def should at least go runing for few times wile there . So will be a good one hehe