Hate your self

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Casualy working away on self hate photographs.  Basically printed out photographs of my self and a big black marker pen to show off all the things i hate about my body . This is the first stage for this . As when finished be choosing couple of images to screen print in larger frames.

30 day challenge day 1

Day 1: photo of your self and 15 facts.

1. I’m latvian
2. I’m 21
3. I live in nottingham in uk
4. I’m a goth
5. I’m in serious relationship with my boyfriend
6. I’m an artist in making
7. I’m in uni
8. I love traveling
9. Family is most important thing to me
10. I believe in freedom of expression
11. I wear black a lot
12. I love sports
13. I’m happy with me in my life
14. One day I wana be somebody
15. I love junk food lol

Hers pic of me lol at work looking jazzy lol

something new and exiting

So as I shared the other day about my new toy that my sweet boyfriend got me . So today I embrace trying it out well on my hand its just small cross but well I have always wanted it no joke. Since I member my self I have always drawn a little cross on my hand and now I just thought f it I’m doing it and just made my first ever tattoo. Which is nr 5 on tattoos that I actualy have . Really want try tattooing but dnt know anyone who could show me their tips and trics but I will try embrace it and see where it gets me

30 day random blog challenge day 5 : weird thing that you do when alone

well this is easy i talk to my self like bad time lol.  is that normal?  no. lol.  but yeah i always have full on discosions with my self and stuff its great lol.  im clearly mental but hey i love it lol.  u cant say that u have never talked to ur self so shush lol
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thinking of gift for my self

So my 21st birth day on 25th november and usualy I gift my self a day trip to london just me relaxing from the world but this year money well tight so need kind go with out it . So I thought what else could I gift my self so I thought maybe I could get my other eyebrow pierced as been thinking about it for wile as feel having only 1 done doesn’t mach up lol yeah clear signs of craziness lol as I know from before its no troble at all and is in cheep end and doesn’t hurt at all so this comes in as 1st idea for a gift for my self 🙂

its like i make up for looking bad yestrday ??

Ever felt like u question ur self? I know I do . Specialy about way I look. Say like yestrday and today I’m literary having 2 worst looks in long time . so it kind made me look back and think about it and its always this thing I do say I feel like I look down the hill today I kind will try make up for it tomarrow and try extra hard to look better. Is that weird? A bit lol but then again I feel like I have to make up to my self to look better like I let my self down if I dnt feel like I look nice in my own eyes . Specialy now that back in uni and want look nice going there . Lol but my tired look is so nt doing it . So I thought I share this disturbing pic of my self when I was in latvia this summer looking like a tramp .lol the best way to go haha