happy birth day to me

it finally have happened , another year have passed. must say this been a very very busy year. well for starters my boyfriend moving down to England, that’s pretty major i think . some other bits and bobs, but besides all the nonsense at summer its been a really good year.  to celebrate my parents gifted me 2 tickets to go to London, so i grabbed my boyfriend by the hand made him get up early and all the other good stuff and off we were. must say i felt great. just away from everyday at place i love with person i love whats better gift than that. overall we did lots of walking about seeing the main bits as it was my boyfriends first time in London. but obviously had to go to Camden. we went food searching there in the morning after the bus journey as both of us felt absolutely starved. don’t mean to sound racist but we noticed that there is every possible food choice but not British lol so we went for some Chinese instead. in between arriving and food we seen the Amy Winehouse monument too with was one of the things he wanted to see. we found it by accident in middle of Camden lock.

20141125_121326must say kind imagined the sculpture to be a bit bigger but maybe its just me. after stuffing our faces we just started walking down the main street to that other metro station just past the Camden town one . can never remember how its called. just cause we were in serch for drinks . seen this beautiful wall drawing of a parrot i just had to take a picture of it .

IMG-20141125-03265i mean how freaking gorgeous is this birdy. and it was massive too. just soo soo pretty. when finally ventured away from staring at walls lol we did go to National Gallery. where obviously i got told off for carrying a can then trying find a bin and only one being outside , i find bit strange. seen this painting too on which one of the women totally looks like the kid from this is England . lol even tried to tweet it

IMG-20141125-03268seems to be the running theme that pictures are not taken of anything actual lol. i could say we were just personalizing them lol . oh outside the National Gallery we seen a big blue cock too . obvious must take picture

IMG-20141125-03269it was beautiful. as you can notice in the picture the weather looks horrible cos it started to rain so the next hide out was Tate Modern, my boyfriend hated it lol he says he does not see the point n this art. and if this is art how can i not make it in art world as an artist. it did made me wonder. we walked around for a while there then sat down to have some hot chocolate . actually was surprised that the gallery sells it pretty cheep plus it was just magical. i even attempted to do an electronic drawing for this collage thing that they had but it didn’t how up. my guesses it has a massive filter and my picture was considered dirty. lol  but at least here is happy me with my hot chocolate and my drawing. no shame

20141125_170643obviously seen the main bits like the big ben and london eye and buckingham palace too and i cant say enough how much i love that city its like it never goes quiet its literary perfect . and first time spending time with my boyfriend there really meant lots to me and definitely made this one of my best birth days ever. so happy 22 to me great start to my better life plan . pleased

my boyfriend is a star

So despite geting punched in the face in training today lol I got back in house and there was a package waiting for me from my bf . So basickly other day he was out in town and he called and said he saw a slipknot tshirt in 1 the shops would I want it I’m like obvious lol and I honestly didn’t thought it be this shirt cos I been wanting it for years and its magic it is bit large as it is mens medium but think chop off some bits and be good to go . I absolutely love it its brilliant . :). He also sent me a bunny suicide book cos u just can’t go wrong with that but I’m so happy about the shirt yes yes I was jumping a little too haha

no shame ootd

Just little no shame outfit of the day . As u can see no face on lol just been home all day so kind didn’t bother . The top is from new look I think and I drew word freak on it . And legings are from lime (long non existent) and finaly fluffy socks from primark . Super simple super comfy and still looking like weirdo. That’s the way to go lol

getting there

feel like been productive day.  as sorted my hair and and main thing i put my shoes on and my tattoo is not hurting at all wich i kind of dreaded.  and well i was stearing at it earlyer and thought hmm i kind like it how it looks when not colored in but i think it would look lots better if i would have a matching one on the other side but i dnt know if id be ready to go trough that pain again lol.  it hurt so god damn bad lol it better look good and fingers crossed it wont need tuch up. 
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and my bf was not helping me not to cover all of me in tattoos by buying me big pack if antiseptic wipes. . wich was kind only thing stoping me.  he got me pack of 100 +first aid pre injection wipes.  but im not leting my self to fall for temptations lol.  wait till this heals and then. lol
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over all im getting there just finishing packing my christmas gifts too.  and overall feel positive and pretty ready for christmas.  plus rocking a no shame look too.  wich is fab and obvious way to.  go 🙂
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is this apropriate?

So I’m just back from training tired as hell . But I thought just have bit rest before jump in making my uni stuff I thought I could make 1 video to go on now and 1 for after but this is what I’m wearing lol is this appropriate or not? Cos I’m in that stage where I feel dead on my feet but same time wana take on the world lol.. Just want my bed