Day 14: photo of someone you can’t imagine your life without
No question about it for this one. Its my beloved boyfriend . He means absolute everything to me . I’d go trough hell and back for him . And I’d never ever will let anyone take my place in his life . He’s my everything and I couldn’t be more great full to have him here with me .
Ever sat there and wondered if your going the right way in your carrier? Honestly I’m now sitting in my works canteen area drinking hot chocolate and wondering. What am I doing, where am I going with this . Will I be a somebody 1 day . At least enough of a sombody to provide for my family etc . Now that my youtube chanel is picking up I kind feel inspired to actualy start think what I gona do . Specialy knowing that just 1 year left . Honestly think I just need a bit of goal setting not like one day but bit more realistic . Maybe open a shop . That was good idea at start . But dunno. The joys of wondering mind..
As this days challenge clearly says that the letter could be to anyone I decided to share this letter to me from my boyfriend. He wrote me this when we kind went trough tough time and I always keep it with me to cheer me up when everything else goes down the hill it reminds me that there is some1 that loves me for me and be there for everything that’s good and bad . 🙂 always thought letters are great its easy way to expose the iner feelings etc . Well sugested even if don’t send it to anyone u will still feel better
Finally on way home and well I was there .. There in the new building . Thought it looks bad from outside . Its even worse in inside no studios are set up so in sence can’t start on studio practical work till actualy they set up there is just 1 nice bit and its the corridor conecting 1 building to the other as its like all glass etc. I’m dreading to see print room as applied to the printing thing so dunno how and what . Just been thinking lately like for next year maybe I should go london. I def want to . But far till then. But now hearing all the bits about what we gona do trough the year in some bits it was yeah that sounds good like finding internship and aplying to open exibitions and stuff but just feels like its more about writing and papers rather than artwork it self which I found kind weird. I thought when 1 goes to studdy art one learns the practical skills of say painting or drawing or what ever else rather than write essays or propsals ar what else not but with out them we can’t even pass the course which is beyondly stupid and in some way makes no sence what so ever. Have my day improved . No. Do I want hide away in a tent made out of blankets like little kid ? Yes.