new tattoo

so last night i was bit bored at evening so i decided fornaly do a new tattoo on my self. this is only like 4th time tattooing so i thought i done not too bad.

i know ot looks bit wonky but i almost broke my own hip out the place when was doing it as its on outher side of calf just under my knee. no it did not hurt was bit unplesent at some bits and 1 tiny bit mad my leg move a bit.  but must say i couldnt do proper filking in as it was pooring out blood so def will need going over. what is it you ask? its a symbol from marilyn mansons anticrist superstar album. like a logo slash symbol thing. i know the circle ment be red but i thought i better stick with the black as in sense prefear no color tattoos.  but yeah.  i wanted something small and this is what i chose plus it was good practice piece just for coloring in. feel good 🙂

me doing tattoos?

so i have attempted to do a tattoo on a person lol.  yes my bf was tiny bit tortured but by his own will lol.  i did little tiny writing on his arm

and a cky (camp kill your self ) on his leg. honestly i was well stressed but i think i didnt do that bad

i honestly kind want give this a go at least some more simple bits etc get some extra pocket money etc.  feel good. 🙂

back from scotland

So I came back from scotland this monday after an eventfull week with my sweet sweet boyfriend. When got there he blasted out this mega box of gifts and all these little things that just made him think of me so he got them just thought was the sweetest thing ever plus it kind made me finaly go get that new shelf yesterday as have lots to go on there . And well iit wasn’t the bestest week for us as well we havnt seen each other for months and then sudnly do again its bit u know ackward at times but I think it gave us time to talk things trough and well we actually have date when going back wich is in about 3 week not 3 months so definitely lots better than befor and we thought we been together almost 4 year y give up now . It comes with its harshness and its not geting easyer as I have to fight of heavy depersion every time I come back but I think its worth every moment for even the chance to be with him . Plus we only live once so y not be with person u wana be rather than just giving up. Guy is my absolute world and I’d cut my own leg off for him and I think after all this distance thing we will be stronger than ever and we be able apriciate the relationship more that way . Only to grow stronger . Never to give up. 13

me tattooing my own ankle . it hurt as hell but for first time think done pretty well

2nd time

so yesterday evening after long day it was 2nd time of me holding the tattoo gun and this is what i ended up with. 

yes its my own ankle.  this pic was taken just just after being done so looks bit wonky cos ceam etc but i thing for first time i did pretty good.  i just wanted try out how it is u know,  so i thought should go with something small and straight forward i thought just put something around ankle so i did this drawingfree hand thought yeah that looks nice thought i collor it in too. i knew lots people have said it hurts really bad in this area but i was like how bad can it be lol.  and oh god i regreted those words moment the needle tuched my skin. i didnt cry but damn it hurt lol.  i drew the first line i was like oh dear lord lol but u know u have 1 line u cant stop now lol so just went with it.  i gona let it heal and then see if can at least darken the spikes a bit if not fill it in cos i like it this way cos thought if i color it in it be bit too manly if you know what i mean.

i did filmed me making it.  ill post it up in next couple days maybe even tuday duno cos internet on my laptop does not seem to work properly so bear with me. 

i was thi king maybe do like little video about tattoos and my expierences with them.  maybe someone whould find it useful.  🙂