My official 1st day back to normal life. Feel tired and unhappy and need go to uni and preferably not kill anyone . Just feel so sad going away from my boyfriends and come back to notts. Always feels like escape from normality with actualy something nice and happy for change. And then the big return like today brain just refuse to function. Feels like walking around in autopilot. Not happy not happy at all..
It literary feels like the worst day of my life for start just can’t get my head together and then everything just nt going as smooth as planed . But am finaly on train to work. So getting ther . Dnt like that need go by bus back too so just gona kind ride trough it .just feel like want hit some1 tho . Lol never a good sign. Just want some exitement or something something that be like yeah look at this that a life not this nonsence . Even uni just cudnt start like for every 1 else no that’s too fucking much to ask . Jut rrr not happy 😦
Yestrday was looking at my hands and thinking how bad they look the skin is very rough and unplesent very dry and scared from paper cuts to cat nails lol even more now knowing that can’t do my nails to take atention of my skin as work with food etc and ur nt alowed to . But nivea is here to help again. I always use the express hydration lip products that they have and saw same stuff for hands too plus it drys quickly cos can not stand waiting forever for the cream to absorbe in so this is the perfect way forward plus fairly cheep too like 2.50 for 100 ml bottle well pleased 🙂