Mail sent lets do things

Sent out the pack for my lovely giveaway winner so thats atleast done . Still so much to do for uni specialy but seems like I just do everything else instead. But im determined to get stuff done im even ticking things off in the list . Just waiting for my mum to leave so can pack up the christmas gifts too so thats out of the way . Till then tho seems like I meant to bee a pillow for tiny cat poor thing seems frozen . Got love  tiny cat she so cute

Tried to add picture but word press just not letting me so just posted it on my instagram @disspossable . Feels like it gona be long day today so better get going .. another day at home . Oh the life I lead

still working on the wreck this journal

still been working on my wreck this journal , honestly feel like in past couple days during the bad events it have helped me a lot to relax etc and just zone out to my own little world . did this page today

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im on pages 113 and 114 so far so slowly working trough it. the other day checked out keri smiths other books too  and i have feeling that after some time i will have all of them , lol if notting at least keeps me bussy ,

30 day random blog challenge day 3 : 5 things that irratate you about oposite sex

ok im not sexist or anything lol but we all have our little pet peevs about the people we choose to date lol my 5 things that iratate me about oposite sex are in no peticular order
1. lack of concentration its like guy what the hell is happening in you brain lol u lose interest in things so quickly its crazy just so easily distracted by literary everything
2. the man points. seems like ungoing theme with every guy i ever dated like he does something super sweet and romantic and straight after it he needs make up the man points by saying something stupid and killing it.  aint a good thing lol
3. the obsesion if their man hood. the size does not matter if your using it right,  unless obvious ur other half is into some freaky thing but for me personaly i do not care about how the thing looks or its size if u do a good job using it then its good.  period
4. obsesion with looks.  its the same thing that a woman does.  im to fat my legs does not look good in these jeans etc etc.  it ment be the womans thing but must say its kind cute in its own way
5. grabing out a word of a sentence and totaly miss understanding the whole idea. but must say every1s doing it cos i hate it about chicks too lol

so i cant say like these things make me angry or anything its just like why why lol
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30 day random blog challenge day 24: 7 things that cross ur mind the most

So todays blog. 7 things that cross my mind the most .
1. My boyfriend. I think its kind obvious lol I love him to bits so it feels like I always having him in my mind
2. Family and friends. Like every other person that I care about .
3.University. At moment bad time trying sort everything etc. Its hard work.
4. Money. Well in who’s mind money isn’t specially if your a student .
5. Tsunamis. Cos I have massive fear of water and I hope we all won’t die from masive tsunami lol.
6. Trains. If u would live in trains as much as I do you would think about them too . Cos u never know when they will rise the prices again. Or who knows what else not .
7. Food. This prob should be 2nd in list lol I constantly think about food its crazy . I’m kind obsessed.

30 day random blog challenge day 8: 3 things that u want say to 3 different people

As being a polite person that literary never swears it feels like its time to express the hiden feelings and tell 3 things I’d like to say to 3 people without anyone knowing who they are lol. Good for me.
1. Fuck you
2. Fuck you
3. Fuck you too

That’s about it . Pure and simple lol

30 day chaLlenge: day 1. write some basic things about your self

Day 1.: basic things about me.
Born in riga, capital of latvia,
25.11.1992 (20 at moment)
Moved to uk about 6 and half years ago
Live in hell hole called nottingham
Study fine art in university
Full time goth and general freak.
Live in train constantly
Have a long term Scottish boyfriend
Obsessed with being skinny
Obsessed with london
Want to own panties shop
Always make lists – have plan for everything
Overly positive about everything
14 piercings and 4 tattoos (at time of post)
Dnt drink ( never been drunk)
Constantly wear black
Constantly texts so hav cramps in hands
Overly uses make up.
Has very very bad diet yet is size 6/8 uk.
Can’t wait to become an uk citizen . Hates being latvian ( self haterid always appreciated lol)
Fear of water
Love animals (really want little dog lol)
Winter and morning person
Hmm that’s about it for basics I’d say . Well I know I hav no life but I like it 🙂

better life

since went to latvia i feel like i had chance to think trough things that are happening in my life and in some sense look at them from different point and u know actually see the bad bits and the good not all mixed in big bobble called life . (keep getting distracted from writing this as think can smell gas.. nt good sign) so i decided i need work on the good stuff and make it even better ,u know make that one day list actually happen. become a somebody, a real person. so i thought i should start by sorting my self. work on my beauty routine health and fitness. as if one feels happy can make the rest the things go good too . first thing to do is well make a plan . bit by bit . yeah not every one make a plan to make a plan lol but thats erm my plan? and sort everything bit by bit and get that better life every one dreams of but not just as dreams but as my life 🙂