Todays job . Blank wall.. its great to fail . Cant do f all today . But at least came in printed everything that needed to be printed and painted my wall so thought time head home . A bit to write up when on way to notts. Just feel quite yuck the smell of cheap emulsion is literary killing my insides and i just feel like trowing up. But have no time to be ill . Thought if vet home early then can try sort bits for essay and some other that just need be finished tomarrow frame shopping. Hopefuly cheeply. Is this a geat day… far off . Honestly i think i just need proper sleep the joy of nightmares is not really helping my madness so just rolling with it i gues,,
All happy signs of jealousy in me. No shame lol no shame. As per always been browsing my facebook and have noticed that literary everyone I know is going somewhere and doing things where I’m like no money need stay home and look sad lol. Cos seriously sometimes I just don’t get it. They same as me students not rich etc yet seems like everything’s possible in their lives. I mean what is this scosery lol tell me your secrets . I want be somebody too .
day 25 : your biggest regret
hmm besides couple really personal things that i dont really want to disclose dnt feel i regret much of my life. maybe i should have done more like with school. like little regret that i didnt try enough and maybe have been started to become a somebody by now. but dunno tbh. i always try to do things so i wouldnt regret them latter. feel like im a bit young to have major major regrets about something. maybe thats y i dont feel i do have it like that. honestly dont know.
day 9: whats in your bag
i thought ill do another little video but as didnot really had moment for it i just gona make it a very picture full blog lol
so here is my bag.
i got it from matala at christmas sales for about 10 pounds. its well spacey and bit outshape if its not full but i think its great bag for school.
1. i have my phone. i never used to carry my phone in my bag but for some reason i have started. its blackberry bold
2. my planner. i can not litterary live without this thing as im always making lists etc so i always keep it handy. i did spent too much on it. its from whsmiths
3. next is one of the little fold up bags in shape of owl lol . i got it ffrom b&ms for like a pound
4. bottle of the amazing pomegranate and green tea drink. from whiterose for 1.42. this should be in the fridge
5. my wallet. got it for christmas at 2012. i think its from new look
5. my new earphones as was using them today. they are from tescos for 14.99
6. my make up bag with some consilers and eyeshadows in it . gift from my boyfriend
7. a metal pencil case with some pens an ink bottle a lighter and some other bits in it. gift from my boyfriend
8. some lose stationary, fineliner pens from tescos for 1.10 and a glue stick from wilkinsons for 50p
9. roll on perfume Define by next. got it as gift from my mum
10. my sunglasses. got them in latvia from shop called tiger for about 1.50
11. my normal set of house keys and an extra key
12. some lose make up. a lipstic by Lip Stick in color clip 389 and urban decay surreal skin cream to powder foundation in shade fate.
13. some creams. one is hand cream by nivea and other is moisturizing skin cream by yu be.
14. some halls soothers i just like having something like that in bag just in case want a sweety.
15. a lipstic case that i use for carying my eyelashes, gift from my boyfriend and an beatle ear ring from new look got it for sale about 2 pounds i think.
16. couple recetes and vouchers
17. some iswipes screen wipes got them from poundland
18. my rail card stuff my bank card and my uni card i need to get in to the studios
19. a mirror got from poundland and some mini nail files from glossy box.
20. a set of tiny sticky notes from paper chace
21. last but not least. my passport and mypassport cover by paperchace
this is literary stuff thats always in my bag lol i know i carry too much and if go uni then way way way more getts added lol
So our lovely latvian friend was leaving to day and well me as a lovely person was the one who went with her to the bus station. Which means now at what almost 8am I’m waiting for bus home. Which is well crazy . At least pleased for her as she flying from london she get smell som london air lol even just for couple h more than notting considering that its been year since last been in london my self but at least be to it in 2 week time so am well exited . Must say been great week with new years and stuff . Can happily get back to uni. Will have some bits and bobs to add from new years too just when get more awake lol
This is how much I care about this morning lol. Some primark shorts from mens section cos can’t stand that women ones have fited ends I just like bagy shorts and a primark shirt my mum gave me cos she bought it without trying on and she regreted it moment she put it on so I took it for wearing around house . I own to much primark . Not cool not cool at all .