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just the outfit of the day.  wearing my new corset from burleska and skater dress from newlook and as per usual some spikes and other nicknaks

just little video about my outfit of the day

out fit of the day when u just hate your look

It just feels like 1 them days when u just dnt want to leave the house u just hate it all and u feel like ur outfit totaly reflects that so overly black today with a long sleves crop top from outfiters top shop section, a plain spageti strap top from primark, and pencil skirt (?) From matalan, and my horifieing face on top lol with face deamons totaly killing it lol

gothic ootd

So just finaly be out the house and just trew in 1 my usual outfits proven and aproved lol . Honestly prety much everything exept my bra and spikes that I hav on is from primark. Is that bad? Duno. But looks good lol that’s all that matters.

over casual ootd

Just thought post little outfit of the day pic it just seemed overly casual cos of my hair cos it looks just yuck as havnt dyed it yet but I got a dye today so be better . But I did very very casual wear for nipping in town today .

So feels like art hav left me.. No inspiration notting . Feels like wudnt know where to start just duno plus so much stuf in mind which is not really helping to concentrate on artwork and the beauties of it .so think be starting something new today just get me going get me at least on some sort of habit cos I dnt want lose tho joys of art cos it does mean very lots to me just seems weird without it but nt sure where to start x

So its second time now since I have over done with all the activities as well my back muscles at one side of my back makeing my sholder and whole arm being painfull and everything . as being into all acupuncture thing. This is how to realax the bits and now what the same days evening it feels relaxed and can move about with no pain . I do sugest nt to overdo it like I have and take care in it all same witht the diets . And be ok 🙂

Just on way home after lovely shift and small stuffed crust chese pizza what more cud I want . Went really quick so all good just thought do quick blog about best thing of past week . I think it def def have to be me buying the tics to go latvia I know its like only in august but it will be here soon and in some sence really can’t wait cos will meant my lovely friends from the old days lol and it’s a like limited to 2 lol cos no way on earth meating anyone else . They didn’t give an f now so why sud I bother too . But should be a good one as have lots bits paned so be bussy 8 days there plus I’m flying from scotland so hav week together with my sweetheart first as be like without him for that time as the costs of the pones . So see how goes woop 🙂

Being a goth for quite a wile now I know how it is to have a pressure to be normal and “fit in” even by the people who always suport u in it they still from time to time sugests to be some1 well normal. I dnt know how it is for other specific style people but to me specialy now when I have to wear uniform to work etc I feel under constant treath of losing my self and the style that I beyondly love and the 1 thing that’s truly mine. And must say its realy realy hard to keep going but I think that people should enjoy standing out and just being them selfs and simply showing that they are more than normal .

Yeah one thing is the idea of starting the business and other is actualy doing it . My parents have had several businesses in latvia and have 1 here to now and I hav seen all the strugles they have gone tru and in some way still do and as much as I’d love to own a shop it wud not only cost crazy moment at start but the mental presure the bussiness have but then again when it suceeds ur prowd of it and have the joy of being some1 . A real person. And I have no clue where to start and think gona make my self little goals like have next week or 2 to find way and decide what I’m starting with and what ill need. So wish me luck