Yestrday had go out and about to town etc and it was like proper proper summertime outside the sun and everything and there’s me all in black thinkin is this summery enough look like is it light and cheery lol yeah cheery . As always having troble with this like I wear my clothes tru out the year like just like layering more in winter and less in sumer I’m just simply not a summer person cos every1 sweats and stinks and burns like little muffins on a pan lol its true tho . So hail for winter time lol

Just sitting in my chair thinking damn dnt think hav left house in past week only to go work . At least saving money as finaly bought tickets to latvia and will need money for that + 2 trips to scotland and possible trip to london too just be so so without anything after but be worth it. Realy can’t wait tbh feel like been living in my bedroom walls for forever lol need roi socialize I guess and kill my hatreid for human contact lol

Being a goth and a person who burns in the sun like a little cookie lol I work with my skin to make it lovely and extra pail so this is what I do .
1. Cover face with moisturising cream . I use clarins daily energizer cream the age apropriete one so 20+ . Just to keep the face nice and moisturised with all that is going on it
2. When face is dry put some sun screen on I use ether la roche posay anthelios xl 50+ or sun pass spf50 for kids as the kids ones are bit more intence as kids have more sensetive skin .
3. After face drys use consiler stick from 17 extra fair on eyes and extra red areas like spots etc
4. Use urban decay skinc cream to powder foundation in fate. To go over the spots and consiler to blend everything in
5. After that I use loreal true match foundation to go over my cheeks as they usualy are very bright read.
6. To finish it of use star gazer pressed white powder to blend everything on face and neck .
This is how I do it and if u want mor detail there is video up on my youtube chanel I’m darkprincess7896

Slowly but surely geting there . I hav 2 days of work and how I spend them ? Doing f all . But I went for training and am finaly dressed so gona film some stuff up so besure to find me on youtu be darkprincess7896 really need change that login lol . But I’m geting there finaly be on track and who knows maybe even leave the house tomarrow. Lol x

the bussiness

you know i think i willl gona do it , it will be great an underwear shop botique or call it howw ever you want but i want make it happen it be great and it will let me earnsomething too meaning that in spare time i can do my art work study or whatever the hell i want and if the earnings are good i might even open a little shop too it be brilliant. im really exited about it and as cant do training at moment cos my f ed up sholder ill spend it doing some research of what id need in the shop etc . so good. one thing tho. the name .. as first thought id call it disspossable, but u know nt to apieling it be great for a lots diff bits shop but not for sexy undies shop lol

Just lying in bed rethinking my lovely day was pretty good bit pain cos acupuncture will hav little vid up tommarow about it . But m*in thing about my day was that I relized what kind shop I should open . Underwear I mean there is ntin more me clothe ways cos duno if go clothe shoping that’s 1 thing tha will always be in my bag .so is this just a dream or the new reality?

Slowly getting there with the summer body but the over doing it is nt good and kind killing me past 2 days as my ass cheeks hurt lol but bad thing is that my sholder seems pretty f ed cand even lift cover proper nevermind anything else . So geting acupunkture on it tomarrow morning will hurt but hey need be done but it all be worth it . And as long as I don’t eat like an elepthant then it will be worth it lol

As every thurstday feel happy and positive and look forward to my day . So thought share little pic of my self looking nt too bad just all black and pretty simple just shorts and shirt platforms etc bit stiff today tho gues over did it with work outs yestrday as had normal training too as didn’t had go work . My ass cheeks actualy hurt lol can’t sit normaly but it all in name of nice bum for summer