30 day blogging challenge day 16

day 16 : thoughts on education

well as any normal person in university i fill say im all for it . i think a person should always study something specially if you enjoy the subject what ever it is but i dont think the person have to study in uni if they dont feel that it is for them . its 21st century  you can study online or do one of them wicked mini courses or even just study your self but like say i think its  kind of persons own choice like do u need it or even more do u even want to do it. as for me i love going to uni now i hate the structure of the course maybe in some other uni it be better but thats different subject. i enjoy it for the most part . at least at the moment lol. and im just looking where it takes me in future.

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the ups and downs

just be tottal ramblings in this post.lol i nt been posting past couple days as just cant get my mind together everything seem to kind distract me in a sense. with uni and my bf being stressed to fuck and my mum the same so its jut yuck cos obvious noone wants to see people you love be unhappy.but u know life is life and cant do anything about it. at least there is some good things happening too. as uni be done im keeping fingers crossed for getting job i cant wait tbh i need money and kind need something to keep my mind bussy too need sort some bits about my screen printing to as i want to kind of start printing t shirts and stuff . ill keep you updated about that too so something to look out for. but for now i finaly just wana get under covers and sleep as have early training tomarrow and still like million things to do tomarrow so yeah

 

end of year

so the unbalievable is starting to happen and the end of my 2nd year in uni is coming to an end.  just finishing of some final prints and then just this mega thing to write up and finaly be out here and havr good chance to get job in same place my mum is working.  at least for the summer.  so can actualy aford things.  cos have some bits totravel planed.  and need some cash for my passport too as thats endin too but over all must say feel proud of my self actualy making it.  it was for forever.  so yeah.  lol.  i feel that my grades be happily down the hill but i m doing it and not giving up.  and just end up with mega list of people i hate lol

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30 day blogging challenge : day 8

day 8: your 5 current goals

being overly planing person i always have list of goals and one day things but my main things at moment are

1. finish university
2. open my own shop
3.  move out of my parents (lol about time)
4.  go usa
5. get in the perfect shape

lol so unrealistic

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time to do something

so as am finaly back its time to catch up and do something.  planed a bussy day for my self so should be  a good one. eed do some painting and bits too so see how that goes.  just need kill bit time till train and then be good to go.  will do bits of writing in train so just to type up when home so dnt waist any time.  but feel pretty good tbh.  makes a positive change 🙂

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pain and work

as i have finally managed to get out of the bed i noticed that literary every muscle on my lover back bum and legs hurt lol guess was bit over done with work out yesterday but i have this rule to get over the first 3 day and then be ok. so im just trying to move about cos it makes me bit more relaxed and it does not hurt as much so be ok my bum will look good in end too .. well hopefully. but just kind been working away on the art stuff gathering things that will be printed etc. as we need make group exhibition based on the film The Birds ill get some bird prints going etc and my other theme is freak show so im just kind trying sort things and feel pretty up to date as i have been doing bits every day so things are rolling. so just need spend another 5 pound for printing credit for uni cos need copy stuff in a3 size but im getting there i guess . it seems to go the right way at moment but u know see whats next . 🙂

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new uni

so as probably been saying before at some point im thinking about changing my uni and i now finally messaged bunch of Scottish unis to see do i need go trough the ucas or trough university it self as i dont want to start over i want to start where i left of and honestly feel like anywhere but lincoln would be good dnt knw i feel well to negative about it just dunno its a weird one . i guess i just expected that art school would show me ways of doing art nod do some nonsense of folders and essays and anything else but the actual techniques  just want gone out of it and done .

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Don’t u just hate deadlines? Yesterday had nap at evening woke about 6ish in total panic that there is so much to do but all I do is just lie there and watch family guy all day . Lol that’s no way to function. Lol but I’m doing it. Enormous amount to do for tomorrow as need have everything done by then as going scotland this friday. As promessed I will post up bits of my work and of my sketchbook to show u all .I dnt feel like I will do too great mark ways with this project but I do really love some of the work I have made so I thought I share it before I most likely attempt to sell it as per usual lol feel so poor lol. But I’m working well trying to . Still doing my work serch no luck so far but fingers crossed .