Week in..

its week gone since my birthday.. I know I know its only a week but already feels like im failing the list . The magical list of this year and never mind the one day list thats literary never to happen. Im half way into my book im still 64.5 kgs wich is just crazy been years since I weight this much but I joined noom coach again wich was great help to me last year I will make video on this cos I just want to share the goosd things . Uni ways if you been reading my ramblings i suck bad time . But im trying and planing spend all day tomorrow studying. In some sense I do feel kind of stuck feeling wich is not good same with my art im trying to relax etc and just put what ever on paper but obvious  its not exactly happening I just feel stuck in rutine I guess. Im usual found of good rutine  ut this def aint one. I think its time for great change . Its time to embrace it.

Anyhow lets stop the moaning im thinking christmas. I cant wait decorate my beautiful tree again usualy do it around mid of december. Have got some gifts too almost all for my  boyfriend  and litle bit for mum but have thoughts what get for dad and finish rest so im on track. Need  find something nice to put in my Christmas cards too as always . Must say pretty exited .

To finish of heres me of the other day lol . Told you no change since my birthday

140 pages done

Slowly but surely approaching the end of my wreck this journal . Was on tottal role yesterday did like 5 pages just little bit left . Honestly can’t wait to start the next book 🙂

good old platform 1

Back to the beloved platform 1 . Must say kind of missed it . Been well long since departed in train from it to beloved lincoln. Going long eaton this time tho, so wile have to wait like haf hour till my train thought hmm maybe should see how ticket prices are doing for the season tics to lincoln. U know uni round the corner so need do bit prep and as saw on the web train tic prices havnt gone up yet so that’s good start still way way way too much 602 pounds for 3 months but I rather kill my self than live in lincoln ( no offence if u live there its nice city but way too small for me) . Miss my train friends lol just so low . No shame no shame at all .