Day 15: photo of something you want to do before you die
This is pretty straight forward. I want to travel the world.
This is it yesterday it struck me heavily . I’m fat again. I hate it . Cos work I dnt have time to work out at day time and at evening I’m usually too tired to be bothered to do anything yet it does not stop me eating like a little piggy . So I think its time to take action. I gona cut down munch for everything I eat ill do 10 squats like did in good old days . And need come up with routine that can actually work for evening time rather than just skipping it . Like kate moss said nothing tastes as good as skinny feels . Could not agree with that more. So I think its time for action . Finaly .
All happy signs of jealousy in me. No shame lol no shame. As per always been browsing my facebook and have noticed that literary everyone I know is going somewhere and doing things where I’m like no money need stay home and look sad lol. Cos seriously sometimes I just don’t get it. They same as me students not rich etc yet seems like everything’s possible in their lives. I mean what is this scosery lol tell me your secrets . I want be somebody too .
Day 30: your hopes for your blog
Well in a sense I just wana be able to give out my opinion to the world about whatever is happening and I hope that I kind out maybe gives ideas to people or something . I already have more subscribers than I ever thought I will specially for my youtube channel . And I apriciate every 1 of my subscribers . Its nice to know that there is some like minded people lol. And u know the more the marryer 🙂
so must say it have recently struck me down bad time. i have a winter tire and im really not happy about it. i noticed even when was in scotland at my boyfriends i felt really shy about it and if i had just like my bra on or a short top and i had to sit down i put my arms around my self to kind cover my belly. and i honestly avoid mirrors. i have a large mirror in my closet and if i have change clothes or something my back is always turned to it. i feel ok if everythings covered but if need show skin then its like nooo… just feels like some weird mental thing or something. but i dnt know just gona try work out every moment i get and cut down on crazy much and portion sizes. cos i felt so good last summer where now i litterary feel like a fatass. and im not ok with it and something need be done. so today gona mesure everything and see what needs improvements the most and then just work out. all the time. specialy now when the uni is practicaly done,
so heres a pic of me. no shame. but wearing my new top from h&m. got it yesterday well pleased.
so its official im in day number 3 of nor,al work out range every day. so get that fat off and them muscles back cause i want to wear some shorts and i dont want my legs wigling about. not this year. thos year is the year for change and good stuff. so fuck fat lets do this. but must say as alwats as increase the work out load my tummy been grumbling nom stop too so need be aware that i dont stuff, y face with cakes. ok maybe a tiny bit cake just to say hey i can aford to eat cake lol look at my flat tummy lol one day. hopefully soon.
ok it have came to my attention. well it happened last night that i have gained like 2kg. .. im not happy at all. i need get back in shape i mean what happened. i had such good mesurments last summer. and i am determined to get back to it. no mather what it takes. it gona be hard but ill do it. so i thought i need organise and start things new and fresh. besides the bloging challenge ill be strating 2 more challenges. 1st being 30 days without bread that includes wraps all the pastries and that kind good stuff to. which i think will get me losing weight instantly cos i love dougnuts and them chocolate bunthings and all that kind stuff. im giving it all up. plus my insides be happier too as wel my tummy does not like too much bread. and second challenge i gona restart my bum challenge as i been doing it but the days have been skiped etc etc but now im ready for it. good body here i come
so in my till 22 plan (will write more about it tommarrow) i have 2 points that involve my looks and well i just wana be skinnyer with better legs so i thougt i try out something new with a no food between 7pm and 7am. cos like diet ways im not really fan of them im more of a eat what ever i want but exersise kind person. but i thought this seemed pretty straight forward and straight to the point. plus most of that time i would sleep anyway and there be no before sleep munching like i always do. and just simply stick to drinks. i think this could go good i thought give it couple weeks see how it goes and if its working then keep it up if not then just try something else 🙂
I thought this 1 is a good one as can talk about the one day things . Day 17 what u wana be when you get older. Well at moment in that area I want to u know do the basics finish uni etc get a degree of some sort. And become a practising artist. And to make income at mean time I would like to be a shop owner . Pretty pants shop owner as let’s face it aint noting else be as good lol. I belive the saying what u think about u bring about . So I have one day wall with things I’d want to have and be I will make a little video about it as its inspireing and makes me want reach out for things . Its great more people should try it .