why cant one have the better life?

you may ask what is stopping one to be truly happy , must say in past couple weeks time i have discovered that it is always people involvement. ill specify that . the people who you may not want to be as involved as they want to be. it feels like ongoing thing couple weeks to get over madness then when you start think oh you know its not to bad . someone comes along and disturbs it again and this vicious circle keeps going on and on and on. its like there is no escaping it. which leads me to think is there really possibility for better life if other people are involved. obvious i want a few people in my life but would it effect their lives for better too if i do something about mine. but lets face it some changes need happen. job for a start would be nice change . but that seem to never to happen. sadly .. but at least uni is going well at moment. went to this art and thereness elective obvious at previous day email argument with the teacher person which was obvious fun but other ways been not too bad have plan with plenty things to do but right now im thinking bit job search shower and pink panther cartoon marathon . that will defo be improvement of my life. hah

30 day bloging challenge : day 1

day 1: your blogs name

my blogs name is “disspossable” its like that because im useing word disspossable as my sort of brand name its my etsy shop my nick thing in instagram and facebook and twitter and youtube and everywhere else where i need to make up a login. cos its me.  the thing you should rather dispose

hey guys

Hey people its been a wile since last posted just been having bit of troble with wordpress like me trying to post trough my laptop but its just not happening kind thing and I end up giving up. But I’m back and I have quite few things to share with you today . Plus I thought ill start another 30 day random posts challenge cos I quite liked them . I have 1 writen down but nt sure if that’s 1 I done or not but def be 1 today . I just thought ill do little update that I’m not gone and lost . Just bit bussy cos have last 2 days of uni befor spring brake so lots to do.

why theres no day 3 ??

Reasoning why there no day 3 for my challenge is simple last night I was super tired and it went out my mind to post it up but now had this randon thought that I need color the guy in so I’m doing it now and will post up befor and after for day 3 in a little bit

latvia.. where why and how ?

Well one way to put it , I was born there . Lol that’s about covers why and how but well about it . Its a small country in eastern europe squashed between Lithuania estonia and russia and dnt forget the baltic sea . Must say its a beautiful place . I come from the capital riga. Its great artistic and culural bit in a sence must say cos they now blasted the light palace or something like that that is litterary ugly as fuck lol and killing all the river side bang in middle of city center fact I hated it so much that I didn’t even took a picture when was visiting last week . Must say as for a tourist its great u can go all museums and stuff as its super super cheep specialy compared to uk duno how to other places but it is cheep there can easily go eat out ever day nt worrying about money etc . Tho if u dnt know place like say me as its technically my home town u might have to be pretty care full as every1 wants to take advantage of tourists there no offence but if ur nt white that’s def nt place for u as 21st century is everywhere else in lv its far off so be carefull . In next couple posts gona show u some good bits of it and my latest impresions of it but 1 thing for sure its nt my home anymore

Seems like it have been forever since done any kind of art work so thought I really really should plan something for tomarrow . I did do bit of crafts last week and still bit to put out on youtube but as I’m without laptop and my dads laptop needs new charger I can’t get to edit them as hate the funky programs on my tab so that’s that but will try do some arty things as my etsy really really needs updating and my brain need get bit more creative than it is now cos feels like I just hav let go and been too bussy with my bf blog and work and just the heat. Feels I’m just making lame excuses but let’s face it all of us sometimes do it I just blame the weather on it as always lol its the moon . But def need get something done tomarrow . Otherways no swEeties for me haha