Interview . Day 2?

If you seen my last post it was about me going to a job interview  in this caffe. So good things happened and they called me yesterday saying i  need to attend this kind of interview but like a more practical based. So here i am sittig in nero drinking milkshake as im 1 the  people who Arive supper early so have another 20 min to kill before i even walk over to the place. Must say pretty exited. Guess this kind means they liked me and put me forward so one more day to do and hopefully job will be mine. I think they are taking more than 1 person on so at least more chances of getting it. Will need work my bumcheeks off for wile tho so all bills payed off etc . But i liked that if i do stay here i can turn the job in full time if i decide to stay there after i finish uni . So pretty pleSed. Plus early shifts mean i can easily be in uni by 12 or 1 oco0lock. Only thing they said i can be put anywhere in the work space like 1 day i could be in the till next in the kitchen . But at least gives me like people expierences too . Till i punch some old woman for trying to buy an over priced muffin lol .

Thanks for all the people who wished me luck and keeped fingers crossed for  me 🙂

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too much studying?

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so reason why i have not posted for past couple days is because i been well tired cos staying up late to work on my folder that need be handed in next friday.  ok i hav slight concerns cos its like im well over doing it.  i asked people in my group how much they have done and they dnt have nearly as close as i do and i starting get bit conserned. i just really wanted use the time etc to look for art related job etc u know it ment be all about things i want to do.  and well i think i havnt done that much at least in my own mind lets just hope its the right amount for the person grading my work and he or she wont think im trying show off where actualy done fuck all.  lol for great suprize to my self im actualy working hard lol im doing it lol so fingers crossed for a bad ass grade lol

goths at work

If you have style of your own and u definitely don’t fit in with the norms then unless your lucky at least at 1 point in your life you will have to change being of ur self for couple hours every day to become “appropriate” for the working enviroment. Just because u simply want eat and dnt want live in cardboard box under a bridge. Since I been working since start of the year I feel that despite still having same look outside work it just feels like I’m losing the things and the look that I love and want . I must say in some sence its nice that no 1 overly judges u by way u look and dnt say that ur an idiot just beacuse all ur face is painted or something but same time it sucks so bad I miss my make up and stuff and just simply being able to express your self the way you want and ur left with these f ed up limitations that some1 somewhere have came up with its ridiculous . One can’t be one self this way . no wonder lots of people feel depresed even when they do work in their dream job and are somebody and still feel that they have to be “normal” looking to get somewhere and moment u say what u actualy thing they just show u the door. Think people should try stand ground more for what they want and not what the society asks for . Freedom of expression is needed heavily . Cos otherways we lose our souls and real needs from life

working out tiredness and other nonsence

Saturdays is always my morning training day and its always a torture go to work as never get chance to rest before it. But today started hour early and finished earlyer too meaning I even had hour and haf power nap and it was great for change it was good feel so up to my spirits tonite but geting home now and see food time and see where night takes me nd can start my 30 day chalange too woop

Just finaly be on my way home feel so tired today still like 3 days to go in work but at least working my hours for money for lv and scotland and things . And be workinb this free lovely pizza off too tomarrow morning cos my mum feels fat and want go work out in morning and making me go with lol but at least take off that winter tyre finaly and get some nice legs going too . Pretty pleased lol